My house is full of molding clay. Like... it's EVERYWHERE. I can't keep a clean house longer than an hour. I do laundry every day now. Every day. I once asked a mom friend about laundry and cloth diapering before I had little one #1 and she said "I do laundry every other day or every day." I remember thinking, "I am NEVER going to do that." Never was closer than I thought.
My favorite tee shirt is full of dried milk. And I still haven't changed.
I went to the park this morning with the two kiddos for the time today and it went fairly well but my back hurts so much from it and I had to ask another mom for help to get both kids in the car. And I had to stay longer than I wanted to because little one #1 refused to get up off a friend's buzzy car and I had no hands to pick her up with to take her to the car.
I left the house without brushing my hair (but did somehow manage to brush my teeth... hooray!)
When I was pulling up to my house, I looked to the backseat and saw both little ones peacefully asleep in their chairs. I don't mind staying in the car for as long as I need to for them to nap but today it was a problem because I really had to go to the bathroom and had no stroller in the trunk to help me carry my 30 lb. toddler home while loaded with a heavy diaper bag and an infant car seat with my infant in it. I waited for an hour and when I couldn't wait any more, I woke up little one #1, grabbed #2 out of his chair with lightning speed and ran upstairs in just enough time to make it without any accidents. And since little one #2 is in arms, I am writing this in my underwear because I didn't have any hands to pull my shorts back up.
I got peed on 3 times today by little one #2. He's a boy. p.s....Peepee Teepees don't work.
I went to see my husband for lunch at our restaurant and he was in the middle of a rush and a photo shoot. So when little one #1 was tugging at his pants and not letting him talk he said to me, "Figure out what to do with her because I'm in the middle of a lot right now." I understood, but it still sucked.
The routine and the familiarity I had reached for little one #1 and I is gone. I had gotten as far as starting to do some preschool homeschooling with her a bit- lots of reading, art, crafts, parks, playdates, etc but now that's all gone now and super mom went with it.
I feel completely defeated and, not to mention, very tired. I'm sure I'll get the hang of it but today, two feels really REALLY hard.